Hengameh’s Weblog

I don’t know if you have fallen in love or not. But I am sure this feeling is completely different from the other parts in the life because I had an experience.

Well! I think I have to tell the story.

I have had a friend since I was 16. She was my classmate, and now she lives in Tehran with her husband and sometime I see them or I see her -lonely- for a short time just to meet each other and speak about our memories from those days- these memories are always sweet for us.

Yesterday she called me and asked me to go with her to a park, she wasn’t like always her voice was different and I felt that. I was at home and told her it’s better that she come my home to drink tea and speak.

She came. It was about 2 when she arrived and it was 8 when she left – although she had many things in heart to tell me.

Gosh! She is in love with her teacher. She has a husband and her husband loves her very much. Always he is speaking to her kindly and lovely but she doesn’t like that.

I haven’t known that. Always I was thinking that how much they are lucky, how could it possible they love each other? But she never ever has loved him.

She was at my home, in front of me on the sofa and was confessing that she can’t love her husband and she has never had this feeling.

Now, she is in love with her teacher- English teacher in an institute.

She said:” This time is completely different from the other times because I just think that I can be luckier than the past if I forget about my husband and the commitment.”

“I need love. I need someone to love him.” She said.

I don’t know what should I do, she hasn’t had a boyfriend before her marriage and now she wants to separate her husband and as you know in our society we can’t find man whom she imagines easily.

I hate to give her any advice because many people invert the advice.